The last few weeks have been really hard. It seems that the closer I get to the anniversary of Paul’s death, the more memories I…
I had my first doctor visit of the new year today as a follow-up after becoming quite ill on Christmas day. Sadly, a new year…
As strange as it sounds, there are days when I wish I could go back to Day One of the grieving process and start over.…
Paul and I used to spend a lot of time talking about our relationship. We’d reminisce about the early days, talk about the present, and…
Sometimes I feel very angry and I can’t figure out where to place the blame. I know that my anger is part of my grief,…
I booked my ticket for a holiday to the UK today. Now I’m happy and sad; I’m looking forward to my trip and I’m dreading it.…
The process of grieving and mourning is really starting to wreak havoc on my physical being. This, in turn, intensifies some of the mental and…
I’m in this really weird place right now where I don’t want to let go of the past and I don’t want to move forward.…
I spent the last few days in a fancy-schmancy hotel in downtown Seattle. And being there made me realise how much I miss Paul; how…
I’m taking a holiday in November, and I should be extremely excited about it. I’m going to Scotland, the place where I feel most at…
Four months ago today, my entire world was shaken to the core and all of the certainty I’d come to rely on was taken from…
We’ve all heard the question a million times before: How are you? We’ve all asked the question a million times before, too. What I’ve found…
There are certain things in life that we take for granted. Breathing is one of them. Before Paul died, I don’t know that I ever…
Version 3.0 of Frances is scary. Maybe it’s because I don’t understand it; maybe it’s because there’s no rule book; maybe it’s because there’s no…